3/31/2018

today watching the Les Miserables . movie is 2 hours and some long= Victor Hugo

3/31/2018

Now my mother in different times had interesting frames in our home. Some she bought and others were given to her. Don't remember a lot about the inside of our first house on Chambers St during my childhood  but i do remember these ones in our new neighborhood. One of them was a frame of Lady Guadalupe. This 23 by 27frame was in the corner of the left side as you walk in the living room. The frame as i remember was of  the lady wearing a  real fabric mantel of color blue, roses and gold stars. i remember when it was brought down for dusting touched it to feel the fabrics.    

3/29/2018

Now we can only go by what is written by English men here and in Mexico what  the Spaniards   wrote but what i understand the Spanish army was  getting ready to kill as many if not all Indigenous   

3/27/2018

Today listening to music by Malverde La Bala and Marcha remembering why I don't believe in La Virgen De Guadalupe but glad others did before me. 

Linda Brown rest her soul    Vice president  Pence was here wasn't much into it but i did watched him on TV and without thinking i go to Fargo Public Library and looked out the window i read Pence Automotive Co which now is the health clinic for  the poor people and new comers. 

3/26/2018

One day  here at the farm   resting outside on the green  grass  after  lunching  .  My father rolled in the grass. i asked him why he was doing  that he said it felt good and because he was charging his body with elections from the earth. later years  when i was   stressful  i  took  off my shoes and did feel relaxed but then came a time that i got so used to wearing shoes i just couldn't walk barefoot without complaining  i was in pain.   

3/25/2018

Today like always  a lot on my head things that  repeat as i read about  Fernandez Woz and Jobs.  Transistors  radios i used to buy to put on my long sleeve picket blouse or on my  hat as i worked the fields . The day in Grammar school we were told to take something  made in Japan.  The  times on our  way to San Antonio that for some reason now i know why  Palo Alto caught my attention.      

3/24/2018

I am with the Youth i am with the Future and all is Possible!

3/20/2018

 What repeats ?    Emma Gonzales Ramos from crystal 

3/20/2018

Everyday i have material to write sometimes i don't because there is  no time. Sometimes i don't because whats the point? Other times i am  just tired its been too long. I  don't know why God only has me poor lonely suffering with nobody to help me figure out why only me. 

Now I don't know how much of Steven Paul  Jobs movie is true but when i was a little girl in the old neighborhood i used to spine around while looking at the sky until one day i looked to the 4 corners  and i got curious and scared  wondered  how long the sky was so i ran to mother i think that's who i asked she said it never ends the sky has no ending. when i came here from far away i see the wind turbine generators and see the word  Infinity.  Wind spinner blowers mother used to buy for me  to play when we were here.    

3/17/2018

This man named  Patricio  i was going to write about didn't realized St Patrick's day was coming up until this morning

3/14/2018

Purple day since 2010? What a coincidence i am wearing  a purple and black blouse. Didn't really knew about until today 5pm local news. I think i heard about it  just to busy to pay attention. Good to hear its for a good cause. 

3/13/2018

 But mother never  told  me teachers were human like me with feelings of  love and hate. Now  there was a teacher who compared his  wife to Elvis Presley wife in beauty. I do  admit she was beautiful in her younger years. 

3/13/2018

Now sometime ago i wrote  that to me all teachers were the same. I take that back because some are much better than others. Many of them are first for the teaching then for the money while few are there  just for the money. Now along the way i heard mother say we were to respect and obey our teachers because they were our second parents.  

3/10/2018

In 1975 Crystal City school year i was there only for a few months. Now  mother had told me about an accident that had happened  where one of my father's relative had been involved. Now i figured  but didn't think too much about it if the relative was not arrested was because it  was not found responsible.  That's  all i was told that's all  knew I never asked where when but i think i was told who.        

3/9/2018

Today I only have time for a few to repeats Eusevio Salines second wife last name was Ramirez Allen .Allen by first husband. Eusevio Davila was father to Sylvia and step father to Gilberto Castillo De la Cruz.    

3/9/2018

If i could have change my way of life I would have done it long time ago but the stage was  already set up way before i knew i had to acted. The only way i can prove it is by writing and i still don't know the whys or where its going to i just know its a rough sad and lonely road.   

3/8/2018

On the Biography of  Gerry Rivera  Gerald Rivera or Riviera or Geraldo Rivera whatever your name is. It reads  something like these:"We have no rights to  complain about any condition affecting the quality of our lives unless we do something about it." I say to you or to whoever wrote this lines.  Speak for yourself.  That's right you have no right to complain  you  been  married  6 times .You  have no right to complain  you have changed your name to rick dick or whatever you want  to be called but not I.  Now what repeats? Is it Jerry Delgado who asked student  if  she had provoked the  principal? If yes his  name is not Jerry his name is Jose Luis. last time i saw him was in a gas station he told me he had retired i told him good take a Hawaii vacation.           

3/6/2018

 this is the case of  is your real name Jerry, Geraldo or Jose Luis?  Now long ago I heard  something about Geraldo Rivera used to called himself Jerry Rivera and that's all i understood. I been looking for more information about these and i found it. Now i might not have time tonight to explained what this has to do with someone in crystal city 

3/6/2018

I don't care to know who the 36 year old salt and pepper hair Bachelor  stays with but i do care if poor little creatures are killed and stuffed with cotton just to make fun off. What  if we were brought back to earth as  animals  to be killed stuffed up with cotton to be treated as toys, would we like it?

3//3/2018

Here are streets I often drive  by corner of  1155 South University drive and  South 13 Ave  . Corner by 1551  South 16 Ave  and  South 32 Street Fargo ND. Many times i  just want to walk away but i know i can't . Now i don't know what bothered Paul  but  I feel He tells me what He told Paul   Corinthians 12:9 " My Grace Is Enough." But i know Paul was a man. Paul was not alone Paul didn't had to pay  bills and worry about others Paul kind of knew his Mission even if he was making enemies but I don't.  

3/1/2018

some months ago or maybe a year and some ago i heard pastor Scheving say something like these : that people who first came here came looking  for God or religion that was why we were doing much better meaning better then Mexico is doing. i know Tony has it wrong because  i know both came with the Bible on one hand and a Sword on the other . Most importantly both got away with it. Lets look at the good old USA. Things we want  to forget.  We took  land we brought Slaves to work the land. today i heard a man on radio say we are free  in this country i said i am  not free i am a salve to poverty.

You live by the Sword you die by the Sword. You live by the gun  you die by the gun.