12/26/2018

December 26,2018 if in a day all i did was write about how things repeat around me i think i still didn't have enough  time to catch up. Did i hear right 41 President Bush shook hands with a mannequin in a department store? well  in Crystal City because there was not  much selection on the   last years of J C  Penny i left a mannequin nude. I asked a sales lady to take off the blouse and shirt mannequin had for  on display. It was the only dress i saw worth buying lady did take it off and up to this day  i  still remember the pattern colors of that outfit.  When  Marta Mc Hazlett moved out from west Crockett she rented a house.  Later years when i became a  parent and back from Colorado through section 8 my family  and i rented that same house that belonged to Balderas i never liked living there bad landlords.   

12/17/2018

today December 17,2018 as i see the picture of little girl Jackeline Caal not help to noticed her sadness in her eyes. this little girl might have been in so much pressure trauma walking running getting here but she did not came alone like so many children they get here with one parent or both parents. back then i used to hear men came alone now i see   pregnant  women, women with children come because there is more sympathy when other people see a child. this is what many people do even here in the USA put their children in front so other people will listen they need or want help.  

December 16, 2018 today as i was told something about Max Lucado then i listened to him on his recording his story about being thankful he talks about Joshua . just days go i wrote to someone named Joshua.             what is send feedback ?

 Today 12/10/2018  what i disagreed with  the story of an India his name is Hassan Minhaj who wouldn't  forgive his white  friend  prom night who stood him up.


Now i have a lot to say about this and i will just as the story about the night we were watching   Rickey nelson  TV but no time  

 December 16, 2018 Now women and even some  men in India even here bleached their skin to look lighter not happy with the color God gave to them so this is what they do buy creams to light up their skin. marriages are fixed up now if i love someone who is rich coming from generations but i am the first one to be better oof by being a doctor but my grandmother was a   poor housekeeper most lightly his parents will say no to him he can not marry me because i don't come from generations of  wealth. this is how much it matter in the land of India in their culture. more to come .   

Today December 8, 2018 on TV i had seen Dangerous minds but not like the present where everything repeats but i needed a laughed as the male teacher corrects Michelle Pfeiffer that  Bob Dyan is from Minnesota  then she says  Bob Dyan is dead from alcohol or something like that  as they discuss poetry. 

  How does Rick Scott + Bill Nelson  = Ricky Nelson.  A  summer night  in  the  60s + Ed Sullivan Show  repeats  laughed ?       

     Growing up I knew Sylvia and Ophelia  i thought Ophelia was a very Mexican name oh how  was I wrong.  Hamlet = Ophelia= Greek.  

8/5/2018

Today December 5, 2018 a sad day for the Nation as we buried our dear former president George H. W. Bush. May he rest in peace. Last night I couldn't so I listened to Rocio Durcal and other  great females singers. later i went to sleep dreamed I saw Susan Longwell very nice goodhearted person i met when i was in Colorado. I saw her and  she saw me we came  close and we hugged but i don't think we said a word to each other. She was wearing a light blue dress  short  white sleeves and was smiling at me as she used to. other people were with her.  


 Today 12/ 14/ 2018  read outside Fargo's Public Library Fahrenheit 33 time 4:44 pm.  I started listening to Rocio because Rosa L had her music on most of the time i would ride with her in her car. Rosa once told me Guzman liked Rocio music.   Me Gustas Mucho  was  the song I imaged  Rocio  wearing a petticoat under her skirt and moving side to side  while flirting. Just days ago i saw one video of Rocio singing that song and her face did  looked as if she's  flirting with her face.  When i would tell that to Rosa she would burst out laughing. Now i didn't know Rocio cut hair before acting then singing i might have seen her at the  movies i just don't remembered.  Mi mas triste recuerdo de  Acapulco. Now i never been to Acapulco I heard someone related to Rosa did  go to A