Saturday, April 27, 2019

4/27/2019

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Wednesday, April 24, 2019

4/24/2019

April 24, 2019 Now this morning I got  calls from Alabama Minnesota and South Dakota with no response but my thoughts were positive. Coming here to the Moorhead  library what came in mind was the song I used to listened to  here in North Dakota  when I still considered  myself  a  child because I know nothing about waking up with a man making coffee fixing lunch for someone else  and in a way I still don't know what  it is to be totally happy  but  this song had other words I  liked to hear and it had an up beat . The song was "I  Am The Happiest Girl The Whole USA." by Donna Fargo I just found out she wrote it  too.   

Wednesday, April 10, 2019

4/10/2019

April 10, 2019 Listen politicians  and other people with money if you don't like what you see at the TX borders start  building homes and providing food clothing  everything these people need. All  you do is blame and  sit facing a camera  and talk about it but you don't help the people. This is what you should do instead of just talking about how bad it is for them. Built a lot of homes get a lot of food and clothing because more are coming this way !Give shelter to all people that no one stays behind. I can't help them I am like them too poor but  here in the USA.

 April 10, 29019  Now bad weather is coming and again I am to walk on ice not my will but His will. One day in the 90s I was working on a ladies hair she told me all her prayers God had answered I got jealous because that was not my case I would have to lie to say God has given me  all I need. Many times I know God wants me to go through the storms and do it alone which I admit  I am tired.  I am writing about this because I hear ministers say once you accept Christ you are not alone.


 I will write about why i say its better to be wanted than to be needed.

April 15, 2019 Omar and Trump are the same  had it pretty good  and  now they are like dogs and cats.  They don't know a thing  about how it feels to be  discriminate by others.




 April 16, 2019 Omar was born yesterday but not here.  Omar  knows Jack, knows nothing about what it is to be  treated  not even  like a second citizen but like a wet back who just got here by crossing the river when in fact  been here all their life not only that but had  to work  very hard on dirty jobs for  very low salaries . Omar has it made she just got here was welcome and got a government head start went to  good North Dakota schools and is now a congresswoman not bad at all. I know nobody from my TX   Barrio who was or is in  congress. Omar doesn't care to know  the history of how the USA got where it is now. How many people before her  black  brown and yellow had to fight  to  clear the way for people like her to come here and just sit at the table.     Omar just likes to talk and give indirect. I heard she said she  was  a congresswoman for the Minnesota  Muslims. Only for the Muslims?

Omar wouldn't have make it working on any kind of field not even in a  factory. Omar wants to work in a place where she can get 15 minutes prayer break  and how many  lunch breaks?


Things that repeat Acosta and the name Edith    April 18, 2019 I never go looking for things that repeat in one way or another they come to me . Now one day i was with someone else  looking for an office we drove by  Interstate Blvd south this is where i saw a sign with a name Acosta but let me tell you for days i had been thinking about my childhood at the migrant grammar  school and i had in mind a girl named Raquel Acosta.


 April 19, 2019 Now along the way Ive learned a lot of new words like the word Canteen and the word   White House journalist  Abilio J Acosta asked  Trump about the  Wikileaks.Wikileaks is new to me.April 22, 2019 there is more i need to write but ran out of time . Charles and Diana Bobby Brown and Whitney Houston next i will write why women should want to be wanted loved and very little  needed

Now today  April 23, 2019  I wanted to  keep writing where  I left off   but this got on my way so now  I need and have to write about this phone number calls   I got today twice from a person or the place of Somalia 5 hours ago  which it reads   Somalia +252 3 709382 than again two hours ago that reads Somalia  +252 3  709382 now 5 hours ago I   got a call from Maryland 1 240 685 2301.  Now tell me  Somalia who ever you are why didn't  you left me a message? Do you want to talk or do you want to scared  me? Listen why don't you come forward and tell me what is in your mind? Tell me in public or write it down? If it has to do with what I write about Omar you have nothing to fear even Mexicans are on her side I am alone do you see anyone around me? Now is this a warning ? 

Please don't think I am super afraid because since i received Jesus Christ as my Savior I fear but not as much because I know  He went to hell  for my sins so  I don't have to.  Are  you going to hell ?  let me tell you scared I was in 2006 when I realized all the people around me were playing with my mind or so I thought until I got here in the North and time  went by  there were things I had to see and hear before  I noticed this was not  only from men but by God or only from God. The only thing I can do if you  don't comfort  me is  that I pray  in the name of Jesus Christ that what you plan for me goes back to you in full  amen to that.          

Saturday, April 6, 2019

4/6/2019

April 6, 2019 the day it went viral it wasn't because of the Muslim woman who jumped and pointed her  dirty finger at Chelsea Clinton  it was because she was blaming Chelsea for the 50 people died. This is ridicules! I don't believe  this Muslim  woman is  Jews the shirt she's wearing  is just for show.  Now who  started this ? Omar did. Now am I more US American than Omar? Yes I am ! I am more American than Donald Trump his wife's and Omar put together because I am part Indigena = Indigenous but if a full Indigenous  comes to me tells me I am less American than they are respectfully I say  to them, yes you are more American than I. Now do I have it better because I am more American than Omar and Trump ? No, I don't. My grandparents  when they got here never got 7 months of government  money never got food stamps never had a way to start a business or go to school  never were given land that was taken away form the real Indigenous.


I didn't know Chelsea was invited  to the University i didn't know she was pregnant i didn't know she's involved in a school program                 




April 8, 2019 Here are movies I hadn't seen before and things i didn't know. " Baker Boys Inside The Surge"somewhere in Iraqi war where money was the weapon.  The Botany of Desire about plants like Apples Potatoes Tulips and  Marijuana and how they repeat how i can write about each of them.

April 9, 2019 Most of the time I don't know what to do because all things around me and what I am  think about  repeat and I don't have the time to write about them. Now this afternoon i was going to write about how God don't care about my needs and i am in the car trying to get here and a preacher is talking about how his feeling in an airport and doesn't want to be bothered by any one around him but a person setting beside him tells  i liked your church message  

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

4/3/2019

April 3, 2019 this morning i was listening   to NPR when i heard this person singing a song i really thought it was a woman until the person who was being  music interviewed said what i understood was a male. He was singing a real  nice song his  voice was incredible but i cant get to NPR to see if i can listen  to it. I was up since 6:00am  i was half asleep when  it woke me up. this morning i also heard a man i think his name is Michael he was talking about imagination and refugees aftermath of wars and whatever they want to go  back to their countries.    He question, right ? I tell him he is wrong! There are more  wrongs he said.         

Now just today  April 3, 2019 I saw what Muslim woman told Chelsea Clinton about the 49 then 50 Muslims killed  This is me the  nobody i also feel good for how you feel not it wasn't Clinton fault those people got killed!!!  And what Omar said was wrong!! 

Monday, April 1, 2019

4/1/2019

April 1, 2019 Now these two songs I really like and if you listen to them they both have the same beat sound the same . Cherry Cherry by Neil Diamond .  Que Linda es Lupe  by Tigrillos