12/22/2017

Today like other days  I asked God to help me not to become  more like Doubting Thomas that all he wanted  was just  the same proof as the others . That when I pray i will  receive.   You might say He died on the Cross. I say  yes He did not only for me but for all who believes in Him.  Still I am alone with no one to go asked questions  why do these things repeat all i know is that  He made me a woman He make me Mexican brown skin  so white Anglo even my own race would look down treat me bad . He gave me very little not even a good  husband to protect me help me walks with me in this wicked world I live in . This  world who  sees a lonely poor person and takes advance of.  I asked  God let me see your goodness because i know its not because of my sins or sins of my fathers. i seen other people do much worst yet they are blessed they have what  they need and even what they want  want.  i can tell sad poor stories of my patents and other people i hared and known later i will