8/31/2018

August 31, 2018 I been so busy with personal things I needed to get done by today Friday 31, 2018  that I had no time to write down what was on my mind but i also want to say good by to a man i loved  because of  his braveness and kindness  and  what he did for  others that if they didn't go he wouldn't go neither . I don't have the words to express myself I don't know what to say  about John McCain life  only that he was like watching a military hero's movie.   My deepest condolences to his Mother Roberta his  wife and  children and to all who were close to John I know this is hard to pass.  Now excuse me but  here I go  with my repeats. Roberta a twin? Yes to Rowena. 222 and  22  kept coming up for days. 22  Years in the Navy. Pork ?  I need to write how  in Colorado daughter and i got sick after having  pork for dinner  because there was nothing else to eat.  Propaganda a word i remember a teacher  in Crystal City explaining to us what it  meant.  Maverick ? Maverick is the street my two  Fernandez uncles built their second house and father then gave to brother Angel when he married   Yolanda.       

8/27/2018

August 27, 2018 Strange things happening inside the last day at the   Herberger Fargo, ND  store. Two men fighting over  a  woman's dress. Women paying for  bikinis then later  founding out price were down  asking for price  they heard had gone down. Funny thing these people you don't expect to see them in a  bikinis or in a dress.      

8/27/2018

 August 27, 2018  Now the word Bancarrota = Bankruptcy if i am not mistaken  I first heard it when i was a child  in a Spanish love song didn't know what it meant but knew it wasn't a good thing later  I found out  i was right. I  don't remember what year but neighbors   Benavidez family store after a few years joining a cooperation went bankruptcy.  What repeats G.R. Bob Herberger = Bon - Ton is going Nation Wide bankruptcy =  Chapter 11.  

8/21/2018

August 21, 2018 This morning just barley was reading Monday , August 20, 2018 Forum Exclusive interview with Hoehn it read Hoehn breaks silence before his trial in the MURDER  of SAVANNA     LaFontaine - Greywind    i say breaks HIS  silence to tell more lies. Hoehn says he make a mistake  I say NO!  He committed a horrible  crime he killed Savanna! Bull shit! Hoehn knew Crews wasn't    pregnant there is the period that doesn't come there is the change of  body figure the woman gets fat from the stomach and other changes happen.   when asked about dr appointments he declines Hoehn declines on questions he knows will get him in more terrible. Now Hoehn says he only saw Savanna once or twice and couldn't pick her out of a crowd. i say these are all lies! Hoehn would see Savanna but Savanna i bet never noticed the white old man that was about to kill her. Hoehn probably when he would see  her was  he was drooling like a mad dog with rabies but She never noticed Him. Sadly Savanna is not here to defend herself from lies that come out of the mouths that took her life.                            

8/20/2018

Later about respect and manners   now where is Mrs manners we need her back !  

8/20/2018

August 20, 2018 One day  several  years ago two of my grandsons were playing together I don't remember if it was in Grand Forks, ND  or Crystal City but i heard my first grandson say to the second  grandson, "Sorry." The second grandson while rubbing his arm and making a hurting face  said to my first grandson , "sorry nothing." Now Yesterday Sunday August 19, 2018 was Savanna's Greywind death first year anniversary. Savanna  only 22 years of age had everything good going for her she was loved by her parents the father her expecting child her family and friends but there is always  wicked evil  jealous people and two were her upstairs neighbors who for months if not years were  planning  to lured her kidnap her cut her stomach from one side to the other ripped her baby out while she was alive with anger and hate toward  Savanna, Satan  Broke Cruel and her Satan lover and helper  William Henry Hoehn  then viciously wrapped her wounded bleeding body  with plastic  and duct tape threw her on the river side they had 8 whole days to do as they pleased with her and her born baby  because they knew they could get away with as much as they wanted to
do with Savanna!    Now according to what i read Brook  taught Savanna to break her own water bag and induce birth, what a lie!!! According to what i read  Brook wanted a baby  again what a lie she had many babies she wasn't taking care of.!  Brook is sorry really really really sorry tell that to God who  knows your heart and your mind.   For Brook to be really really really sorry it will take many many more years  of true suffering in this life.         

8/17/2018

The reason i bring this up is that  some people might say it never happen but it did  maybe not exactly the way i write it but it happened.  

8/17/2018

August 17, 2018 In 2006 when i went  back to TX I noticed people didn't liked  there too  and were playing with my mind.  Now  because of what I write people  like me less but i still feel i need to write  as much as i can so then i was a child but what  I understood Roy didn't liked about Aretha  was her demeanor  maybe she was acting  Diva.  what repeats  Elvis Presley  died August 16, 77 Aretha August 16, 2018. Chris Watts the mother wife and daughters killer from Colorado Weld County is 33 years old.   

8/14/2018

August 14, 2018  This is for the   16  year old someone  who  pushed you  down a  bridge that way is not your friend.       

8/14/2018

August 14, 2018  Aretha Franklin?  I don't remember  what sister Barbara  and i were doing  one day at the Mc neils  project apartments on East  Uvalde st maybe a someones birthday but  they  were neighbors to  sister Connie they were  one of the few black families in Crystal City but we were listening  to  Aretha Franklin when  Roy Mc neil said he had  gone to see her in concert. This is what i think i remembered   him   saying about her.  He  said he liked her music but noticed or felt   

8/13/2018

August 13, 2018 i have not done with the letter F but today Dorothea Puente who killed and live at F street came into mind

8/13/2018

 August 13, 2018   The beheaded Virgin Mary on 10 Th St North. i remembered that morning driving by  i couldn't register  on my mind what  I had seen but it was real someone had broken her head off.   En Evil act by evil people  This is one of the many ways Evil is within us in the mind body and  hearts the only way out is through  Christ our Lord.  

8/8/2018

August 8, 2018 about snakes I  have a few stories i can write  about  like the times we passed by   Albuquerque,  New Mexico  and got to see the Rattlesnakes  pit in a Gas Station. Now  on July 27, 2018 a python snake was on the loose here in Fargo too but was found on August 4, 2018 if i am not mistaken . 

8/6/2018

 August 6, 2018  Back when the 1969- 1970 school  walk out we were told to chanted Viva Pancho Villa who i only knew from the old moves from Mexico which to me had nothing to do with the walk out . new i knew why we were told to repeat  these words and other we had no one to look up to and its still the same there are no Mexican American Actives doing for me so i don't have a voice is this why many Mexican Americans votes for Trump? The new comers have all the voice from the Democrats. Immigration refugees they all have a voice i feel i don't not  even if  i have  a good case.  

8/4/2018 Now Petra Rodriguez  wasn't too friendly with me she did somethings that really hurt  me     when we were in TX but i still hanged around with her because we  knew each other since the time my uncles had poor houses to rent for poor people like us and her mother did know my parents. when we moved to Greeley Petra was already there with her mother and  one of of her sister  and sometimes  we used to go out to the dances  by then she was living in this nice collage apartment where   Meddle East students  who came with money were stating. now since then i learned a lot about these kind of students who come here to study about not giving to pay back students loans but  for now i am going back to Petra. Now  my big brother used to say that he used to hear the USA is a rich county i would remembered what father would  say about Mexico but brother never lived wealth and i haven't nether. Now Petra  born here in the USA had  not moved here from   Mexico  or the Middle East  told me she had joined  the National Guard to get a job!!??  Now she had a brother named Gregorio Sendejo who had been in the military and still she couldn't  get a job!!!??           


 And what repeats ? Juarez.  What is that I hear a family named Juarez whose mother was here  20 years illegally is mad at this government because she is told to go back to Mexico!? Why didn't her republican husband  who voted for people like  her to be voted out of the country didn't  helped her out long time ago  with such important matter, where is the LOVE !!??   Now shes  saying one of her daughter is too little  to stay here by herself again where is her husband on this matter!!?? To make things worse for her she says  her husband voted for Trump!!??        later more on this

8/2/2018

 8/2/2018 Now back then around 1995 or 2000 something like that don't remember  someone  took me to Asherton, TX to see an  Ostrich farm but before or after that  I never told him about my mother  Ostrich eggs  someone had given to her because I didn't  remembered about it until the fair day here in Fargo. Now i remember both stories and this person had in his record collection this  song  Smooth Operator . The children's vehicle  i used to drive  from school to their homes and other  places here in Fargo also had the Smooth Operator in their vehicle which sometimes i listened to. Now  before I wrote about the eggs I didn't know about Paul Manafort until i saw CBS late show making fun of Manafort  $15,000 Ostrich jacket.