Today October 29, 2018 If you want to hear about a horrible story  just listen to this one in Fargo North Dakota. Its about the Horrible  Torturing death of  Savanna  and about the horrible way her baby came into this world.  The injustice  done in court today  to her and her barely born baby girl  her family and friends who loved her  the most.    

 Torture = severe pain for the pleasure of the person  or persons inflecting =  William  and  Brook also  = Prejudice Hateful Jealous  people? 

Now let me tell you how the Devil is inside even the men who called themselves  Godly and preach the word on Sundays inside  churches, but what word is that  is that from God or the Devil ? .   I read a whole bunch of lies coming out of the mouth of killer who got away with killing  Savanna = William  Hoehn.    Yesterday I took a 5pm lunch break and heard this now was this  a coincidence?  I don't know but i  go to car  turned  radio on  I hear about why Amen listened to Eva and took a bite of the forbidden fruit peachier  said because he loved her. In court William the killer said he helped Brooke cover up the death of Savanna because he loved Brook. I say Bullshit!  I know William was the reason  why Brook was so jealous and angry with hate because Savanna was young and beautiful and never  took the time to  look at this old ugly man who i know had been looking at her for a long time and wanted her one way or the other. Brook  knew it and was jealous at  her because even if she was pregnant she still  looked desirable but because of her innocence she didn't know what they were up to and this brought her to her death. Bullshit about wanting a family  because between  both  of them they had an Army  of kids they were not taking care of!! . Now about cuts I cut myself  once with a pair of s            

10/23/2018

October 23, 2018 This is one of the ways i see why  people from south counties are coming to the United State faster  and more and more then ever  will keep  coming!! They see and hear Many Meddle East refugees  African refugees  and Russia and  other white skin  counties  coming in  here as refugees  or seeking Asylum and  were given goods and many are still receiving  goods even if they don't need them because many they of them have properties in the continues they come and go as they please.   (later i will write more on this).    My grandparents worked hard for what they had before Urban Renewal demolish our homes with a bulldozer forcing families out of their humble poor  homes that they had had  worked hard very hard on fields and factories. Me  and even my  children have worked in the fields had  helped the farmers of this land become what is now  and yet my children and I are renting living in places  that reminds me of the the halls we used to live in one family room next to another  family room like (cows) when my parents and many other born here in the USA where in Ohio working in a field or a factory. Nobody wants to do for the ones born here!! I only hear the Demarcates wanting to help people from other counties. I hear  Republicans telling me  I am from Mexico  and I  should go back that males in my family are rapist and criminals and this is not true but i did hear Trump first wife said Trump rape her in bed!! So what party is doing for me and my children?! No Party!!   I go to get food stamps i better not be working or i will get nothing! i see people from other counties cool as a cucumber very happy and young with one child and  able to work  but asking for food stamps when i can see they can work but don't have a need to because most lightly they got money  to pay their bills and just asked for food stamps to have more while I  born and raised here if i am making 9 dollars and 65 cents in hour will not get food stamps because i am making too much !!  These  people I know just came from other counties they have it made! ! I don't I have only student loans!! What would i have given if when i went back to TX the government would have given me 7 months of free  money  like a refugee I didn't had to pay back I would  have opened  up my own Beauty Shop and wouldn't be so poor like I am now!!

Now I want free health care but i also want  all borders control I want USA  people first all USA people first  not only the White Anglo's!!!   I am against free collage later i will explain why  I am against  it.

Now I just learned more about refugees  from this person named  Kim Crockett  says they get $107, 00 + health care like medicare  English listens and other goodies(   I, Marta every time when  I go to Family Health Care with  Elizabeth doctors assistant reminds me my insurance can only pay for this or that) . I go home where I rent thinking  about it.  WOW where's  my money for moving  here from a very poor town named Crystal City, TX !!! ?? Now when i worked at the Candlewood suites in north Fargo was an African woman she said her husband had gone to visited people in  Africa that she was going to stop working and she had children. i asked her how are you going to pay your bills she said they were already paid 6 months ahead of time. she said  she had her own home in Green Village. One day I went by Green Village not bad at all for a refugees from African!! I only went by to check the houses out because i know nobody who lives there. Now if shes not working husband is on long vacation because she said they came from Africa  with money where to get more  money for food!!?? I am sure she went to asked for  food stamps because she's got children happily she was given a lot. Now i can't afford a bus ticket to TX i haven't been able since 2010. Joyful  are the ones who received so much from this USA they think its a rich country for me its a very  very poor because i am poor.


Now when i was working at the Holiday i talked with a Muslim woman who lost her baby but before that she said she was going to visited her relatives wheresoever in the Middle East. i asked her how much $  because i had no money for a bus ticket she told me something like close to 1,000 or more don;t remember the amount  but its a lot. Sympathy!? Who feels it for me !!?? Nobody!! Now at   Drayton foods in north Fargo was another Muslin this woman said she was going to look for another job where she would get paid more money because it wasn't enough and it was too work                    

10/22/2018

October 22, 2017 I remembered my uncles asking, "why do we have to pay so much school and collage taxes if we don't even have children." The problem with people from other poorer countries will never end not anymore with so much knowledge with the phones that were invented to see how the others live in the USA or other places. everybody wants to come here for some reason or another not all come because they want to work not all come because they are poor not all come because whatever other reason . Many  want to come  because its a better live   

10/19/2018

October 19, 2018 My opinions:  Even if I know most who run for any type of government office don't care  much about others and now I live in  the state of Minnesota I want  to see  Indigenous people  Chicano's  and Chicana's  running for office.  More of us should be more on the ballets.

10/17/2018

October 17, 2018 Is Ex wife to Keith  Ellison  Kim Ellison and Karen Monahan the same person ? If they are not most lightly wife is not saying the truth not reporting  to the law doesn't mean it never  happened.  I understand that  girlfriend  Karen Monahan  says "Dragging her from a bed sounds like  what  of Raul C. Munoz did to me more then once and I never  reported  it to the law at least not in TX .  If you want to read more on what i write please go back to older posts.   Have i seen men being abused by women?  Yes once in junior high  some  girls and i were  (Running The Deer) that means skipping classes when one of the girls who i didn't know  started  hitting a young man with her fist the guy just ran away  from her but she ran after him and hit him hard as hard as she could again and again until he got in a car and got away from her.  Now Angel and his wife got married  at Connie's Reader's Digest and brother Angel on his wedding day. 



Now this morning at 4:44am  my eyes opened then  its 4:45 a m.  I am awaken  from a dream I was having. I was dreaming about Petra Rodriquez now its around 7:49 am and i am driving pass the downtown  Fargo library coming in from Moorhead  when there is a  long yellow  school his  number is  45.             

10/11/2018

Today October 11, 2018  I wish i wasn't always in a hurry because I do a lot of misspellings and I don't write down all I need to write but today as i was at McDonald in Moorhead because now  I am  older and its cold up here I sometimes drink coffee like parents and  big brothers used to drink and as I am reading the newspaper  waiting on coffee that's taking  too long so I read about Betty Lavomme Grissom dead  at age 91. In 1967 she sued Apollo NASA   contractor because of her astronaut  husband Virgil Grissom death  on his way back from space. Now its been 50 years of Apllo 11 and  I was 11 years old and  it reads 9 months later astronauts Armstrong and others  landed on the moon. Before all these I was  already having scary feelings that time was going by too fast. astronaut Grissom height was 5' 5" Grissom was married  to Betty in 1945 until his death in 1967. now a lot repeats but i must go do other things.  Now  the word Armstrong, growing up I used to watched  Erica on All My Children I always wondered  who's children was it the older lady who played the rich  grandmother?  now sometimes i wonder if it was meant for me because now its all about my children. Now if i am right there was a n actress daughter of Armstrong i really like to watched her act but i did't know she was an Armstrong daughter until years after.                 


The Red Ball was here yesterday or the day before at the Museum on Main Ave I only got to see it as I was driving by maybe next year I get to take a picture with it and tough it. Red Ball  took me back  to the 1966 song  Red Rubber ball.  Now this year i will be voting a bit democratic a bit Republican because i don't agree 100 % on one side.   Oh God! If I go back and check my writing, forget it!! Now like always short on time but later I will post a picture of my mother she was tough and poor  and you Crimar or Cremar whatever  can't top it off my mother was tough but this  has nothing to do with women being abused by men and mother never was. 

10/10/2018

Today October 10, 2018 i was reminded on the past i had a lot of times i had been called Maria just to missed up my mind get me mad as i was walking to my car that was parked at Walmart in Dilworth MN a Native man calls me Maria i told him if you don't want me to call you something dirty don't call me Maria. People  I know they know my name and still called me Maria so I started calling them dirty names to  see if they liked  being something else  because I  know they were doing it on purpose. Now what Hurricane hit Puerto Rico ? Maria. Now  in 2005 when I went to see my son in Grand Fork  he told me to  go see Fr Bob at the  St Michael's  red brick church what is the name of the Florida Hurricane? Micheal.

Now when daughter was in collage in Uvalde many students from Mexico were getting money from  USA programs and these students came with  money but still they qualified because they were consider migrants are something else. This is not right! These students parents uncles aunts cousins had not paid any kind of taxes here in the USA! Now about the MN Millionaire yes i agree with him now that i got to read why he did what he did applied  for food stamps      

10/9/2018

Today October 9, 2018  Now before I write down what is on my mind let me tell you nobody pays me asked me told me what to do or what to write. If any of you want  answers go to God unless you are helping  me in the situation I am in . Now i had mentioned  that back in the 70s  big bother found it funny and mentioned it several times when Pilo Rivera who was chosen on Christmas  celebration day at a GED program class gave  Anita Sanchez an  earth Globe for  a present.  What is at rick? Globe warming and it don't matter if Cramer and Trump  and others don't believe it  anyway its happening! Now I don't know too much or nothing at all about Kevin Cramer. Only  heard bad things about him.  But!!! "I would like to get  to know you yes I would. I would like to  get to know you if i could." Now  this is what  so far I learned  about him  his insensitive towards sexuality abused  women. He says the Victims should  not complained  cry and remember what abused men have done to  them they should  be tough  like his great grandmother  mother and daughters. I can and will write what i know happened to two girls who were sexually abused  when we were  little because they were not Tough!!!??  Is this how  you think Cramer!!??  The sexual abused was happening  behind me  while I was watching bewitched and was told not to looked back!! This has been on my mind for a long time the house of the abuser  was so nice as a child before i came to know the abuser i would look to their back yard facing   Chambers  street  which was covered with all different colorful  kinds of flowers. I remembered mother and i waking with his wife in their  garden path  Later in life  I would know they were Godparents to my  sister Maria . Bad things like these don't go way even if they didn't happen to you personally and to say you were not tough!!?? Now once i kind of knew what was going on I never went inside that house but i also didn't tell nobody and i never asked the victims about it . I was a child just continue with my growing up learning for myself out in the world were abused men and not kind like my father. Now i always wondered why Luis Jr  was the way he was , was he spoil got advantage of our Dad or just plain mean. I know father was always  with us hard working at hard jobs caring loving with mother.  

North Dakota needs a balance and i know Heidi Heitkamp is your  balance if you moved her out eventually farmers are also  going to cry. Now because she voted against Kavanaugh who wouldn't ? kavanaugh  was screaming crying asking back the questions he was  being asked by his  female  interviewer. Asking her if she had a drinking problem Now I been around people who have that kind of drinking problem (and drugs that was Raul brother never used drugs not even a Tylenol only when needed )  like  big brother and they get angry mad just as he did. He even mentioned his wife who  has nothing to do with it because she wasn't at that party not even his child she wasn't born yet.She  was making sad faces behind him. Oh I know she suffers with that kind of man that if things don't go his way he gets mad crazy! and NO! NO! NO! not one day since his birth has he busted his ass doing hard work to get where his at it all came very easy  to him! He do not what hard work is he needs to be poor and be Mexican like me to know what that is.  Now back then there was a soap opera in Spanish called   "Love Has A Women's Face" I remember big brother used to mentioned that  because we women most of us no matter if boyfriend  even more husbands  most of the time will take a lot of shit because we don't want to be alone and I don't blame you its the hardest  thing ever for a woman to do  all the work and no fun  and to find a good man is not easy there are not that many so women like Mrs Kavanaugh will take the abused and remember the kind of comfort shes used to. She will stand by her man and say he is a good husband  and father but we all know his not with that kind of temper  with these kind of men its always the "Heat of the Moment."  He was mad  as hell angry making faces  defending himself  because he was  guilty       much more to come        

  Back  to Cremer Insensitive and doesn't' care if  poor children poor alders eat food have money to pay for their high priced prescription that he make it happened.  

10/8/2018

 October 8, 2018 Yes, I know I make a lot of mistakes on grammar and spelling but maybe this is one of the ways God gets your attention.

10/8/2018

Today October 8, 2018 Happy Indigenous peoples Day!!! Now like many of you I  don't knew my first language I don't know what Native I am. I was born in Southwest Texas  USA I only know my  broken Spanish  language and  only  what I heard growing up. I am still leaning  my  third broken English language . Now I might be Maya I might be Aztec I might be Mestizo. I think I am going with Mestizo I am  thinking  that's what Cesario Duran from Crystal City said  once  he was so I will go with that Mestiza.  Now I remember big brother telling  me Dr Gutierrez would make home visits  to our grandmother Barbara Fernandez. I also remember Mrs Aguilar mother to Jimmy Aguilar telling me she met my grandmother and she was of light skin that means she was more of European than me.     

10/6/2018

October 6,  2018 too much to write later i am going to write on how i don't believe a millionaire said he  applied for  food stamps and got them so easy but right now about how a killer here in Fargo ND   who killed  Savanna  cut her stomach with a box cutter tear her baby that miraculously survived with  only a few pounds had to be hospitalized for weeks if not months.  Henry  William Hoehn and Brook Crews  carried  her out of the apartment took her to a river and Henry H  got away with it in court.  Savanna never had a change to live i know something was put on her mouth to keep her quiet the moment she walked in side their  apartment while screaming to her death not knowing what was next  just feeling the cuts go through her hopeless  body  not knowing if she and her baby were going to live but as she was slowly dying she knew it was the end of her life and she couldn't save herself  and her baby. Now have any of you ever got  cut with a box cutter or  scissors and wanted to scream but you haven't because your mouth was gag?  Big brother in Spanish used to say  The Dead Cant Talk  he would say that in court if the victim is dead there is  a greater  change the killer will get away with it.   

10/5/2018

This morning  October 5, 2018  as i was warming up  the car I  looked to the right side i see  16 and it  repeats. Now about   Brett  Kavanaugh  his lying his way to the Supreme Court but he doesn't  care he  knows his got  Trump on his side. It could be that Ford drank more than one beer  and at the age of 15 this could be the reason  why she doesn't remember where the party house was  but it did happen. Other  people at the drinking party don't want to talk  because now they are parents  they don't want to be known at age 15 16 17 doing such things but i know someone heard and knows what went on at the parties. About Bret  getting his child and wife involved is something else and the way he was answering back to me he is still drank .   A lot more but like always no time  Happy Friday