Tuesday, June 25, 2019

6/25/2019

June 25, 2019   growing up even calling someone else stupid was not allowed but there were other ways my older siblings would insults me put me to shame for no reason so i learned to keep quiet when it  was hard . when I almost got raped i did tell others but not my siblings because i knew they would question me why was i out and how late was I out  and what was I wearing. When Fr Martinez took my Eucharist  at the alter  days  after  or later that day I  told big brother because i was hurting a lot he said what were you wearing? back then I was naive didn't had the mind i have now  but what in idiot to asked me such question. Now  I believed  Jessica Leads and I believed Trump what I don't understand is why  Jessica didn't screamed hit him bite him make any kind of  scandal if she was in a public plane? why didn't she say something to somebody this is what trouble me not the time she is now speaking  out. Now why was she waiting on others to go recuse her?  Didn't  she see it was wrong for a stranger or   someone else  touched her kissed her didn't she think this man was crazy get up and start saying to other people I am moving because he is attacking me. men like this later will say they let you like Trump said  it laughing  coming  out of the bus. This kind of men will always be around it is us who need to do something about it right a way.

Mexicans past and present presidents  if they are still alive  like Felipe Carlderon Carlos Salinas Vicente Fox Enrique Nieto Pena  all others and  who  is now  in  office   Andres Manuel Lopez  Obrador   should be ashamed  of themselves for forcing their own people to rick their lives when they could be doing  as well or even better than  the Canadians.
Fox knows Trump very well because he is like him. i know people who were born in Mexico when they go visited their Mexican families they can't wait to get back to the USA some I heard saying while they are there they can't  breath and can't wait to get back to the USA. about people dying trying to get here is history its always been that way now you got pictures but for us people living close to the borders its an old story.  Now I am fine with politicians wanting to help other people from other countries but what about us the poor people here?  Just today it sounded like a foreigner asking a white woman for money at the 13 Avenue Walmart  yesterday another woman   who said she was from California but was here with a friend  asked me to help her out by buying from her pictures of animals  flowers other stuff  like that  because she wanted to go to prestigious collage. I told her why not a community collage. she was petite but  young  and strong  might have been  Asian  I really don't know but I should have asked her how about a job.

Today I was doing a job that for many even people who just got here in the USA find it hard to do. Growing up generation through  generations  most all Mexican and  Chicano's worked  very hard in any kind of jobs  to get by but people have changed because  the world is in  our palm that is the new TV telephone= Cell phone. Information  on how the rest of the world  is on our hands . Farmers and Ranchers think people from poor countries will come and do as we did I got news for you they won't maybe the parents will but not their children like all of us we want to get ahead.       

Thursday, June 13, 2019

6/ 13 /2019

June 13, 2019 Now my father never never beat  my mother. I know many Mexican men beat their wife's i had one of those and should had stayed away not get near him. now  between these two  song Don't take the girl and Grenade by Bruno Mars in the Muslim world a women programed to protected her husband from harm this is why she will take a bullet for him many Mexican Men are the same 


June 14, 2019 now there are reasons why R. Acosta was smarter than I

June 22, 2019 today I was looking for the weather  disaster that happened during the time sister Maria her husband and family came to ND to work in the fields and the government gave us a voucher  but i am having a hard time finding it because i don't remember the year but i came across this news The Historic Blizzard of March  2-5 1966  see pictures of   power lines  and the Tornadoes in Fergus Falls in June 22,1919.  for a long time i been thinking about the power transformers outside the old  Family clinic here in Fargo when back  as a migrant I used to stand on the window looking out to them.
 Same of the  the reasons we thought the USA was a poor country.  What we could get with the voucher and what I see now people from other countries get for seeking  asylums and  


 June 22, 2019 now everything is about repeat  years ago i bought the   1983  Crystal Barbe  doll had it on its box  at  daughters apt then i got it back about two months ago  I took it out from the box  put it on top of  the TV stand.   Now  by  police  Video  it looks like the  Arizona family was walking away without paying but does the phoenix police had to point guns at this family for wrinkly   dinky  Barbe doll? I know if it was a white family nobody would have bothered to even call the  police. 10 Million? More power to the people !!!         

Monday, June 10, 2019

6/10/2019

June 10, 2019 Just right now  I saw the  video of  Justin Bieber  Love Yourself but when I hear that song i think to myself  if you have it tough you really need  to love yourself because its the first thing  you see every morning when  you look at yourself in the mirror .When this  repetition started sometimes i wished  it was on my mind because others would understand what was going on but I knew God had given me a good mind and things around me one way or the other were repeating and nothing was wrong with me I had to weathered  the storm because there was nowhere to go . This   music sometimes was played at home in TX  by  rapper named Bill  Bushwick the Geto Boys news is he died yesterday.    June 11, 2019 it always  starts something  like this  before  I saw the  Acosta sign  here in Fargo for months I had been thinking about the time at the Grammar school when Mr  Talamantez took  math class to the play ground by testing  me  then testing R. Acosta how well we knew the multiplication table I  didn't have the number but Rachael did. This is one of the reasons I didn't like school  teachers like  Talamantez they  had favorites the  easy ones  to teach. Before checking out  World War 11  movies I did't know D -DAY was coming up.   Now for days I had in mind the last name  Ortiz also from Grammar school
I started listening to evening radio  news but had in mind  the last name Cantu because at Chambers there was a family named Cantu