6/10/2019

June 10, 2019 Just right now  I saw the  video of  Justin Bieber  Love Yourself but when I hear that song i think to myself  if you have it tough you really need  to love yourself because its the first thing  you see every morning when  you look at yourself in the mirror .When this  repetition started sometimes i wished  it was on my mind because others would understand what was going on but I knew God had given me a good mind and things around me one way or the other were repeating and nothing was wrong with me I had to weathered  the storm because there was nowhere to go . This   music sometimes was played at home in TX  by  rapper named Bill  Bushwick the Geto Boys news is he died yesterday.    June 11, 2019 it always  starts something  like this  before  I saw the  Acosta sign  here in Fargo for months I had been thinking about the time at the Grammar school when Mr  Talamantez took  math class to the play ground by testing  me  then testing R. Acosta how well we knew the multiplication table I  didn't have the number but Rachael did. This is one of the reasons I didn't like school  teachers like  Talamantez they  had favorites the  easy ones  to teach. Before checking out  World War 11  movies I did't know D -DAY was coming up.   Now for days I had in mind the last name  Ortiz also from Grammar school
I started listening to evening radio  news but had in mind  the last name Cantu because at Chambers there was a family named Cantu