2/29/2020

2/29/2020

 Now if you  read this and  you  think  sometimes I get   angry at my  USA government yes I do because it has fail me and still wants my vote!  

I heard Trump jr talked to a very happy rich   smiling teeth  TV Indian reporter who might bleach  her skin to look lighter. He said he  really liked the poor people in India because they smile at him, (was he also thinking they  don't asked  for money, how nice.)  Anyway  on promoting his luxury apt in India  they travel with government money for their own benefits. Yes, what i read about poor people in India its the same shit here in  America, USA for people who look like me . Born here you go to school you  finished  hard core collage then you have  banks knocking at your door before you are hired that's  if you have a door . Then you learned how to act what to say you  have all your experience  on paper but guess what? You are NOT the right  COLOR and the right RACE! you look Indigenous! Oh you are wanted but only  for cleaning or  road contraction.  So  if you get the job now for how long before  you will be treated worse then a  rich or poor refugee because remember  they are protected and companies get a cut for hiring them companies  don't get a penny for hiring me and because many come with better education knowing more then one languages they are needed and get paid more.   Now  how can I smile?

 and while white people like Michael Moore says on his documentaries his white family and other white families  were on vacations buying  new cars very three years buying houses enjoying life and still many are enjoying life laughing dancing having a great time saying God loves you.

At  one time we were TX refugees we had to move because of Nationality Political and Hunger poverty reasons but we never got  money  food  stamps a nice place to live no fields  potable toilets  just  new  hoes  and a  few files  (metal tool)  to file the hoe and no gardening  gloves  we  had to buy them.  Our homes in TX were the slums. I remember playing in the muddy  streets with others .  Now they are still here but  covered here and there with food stamps and section 8 and other  governments programs.       isn't   nikki haley embarrassed is she going to help her people? 

2/27/2020

2/27/2020

This is just an example. I will not vote for a person who is Irish and gets all sentimental and brings  1/2 of Ireland to live here and forgets about who voted for him or her . Sorry Ireland.  now many of us brown and black born here  are educated  is there going to be guarantee we will get hired and not discriminated by white people ? 

2/26/2020

2/26/2020      
When we used to migrant to  ND the Family Healthcare Center was at 306 4th street north in Fargo and it had a window or windows facing north if I am not mistaken . On the left corner of the window  facing straight out  was a residential transformer. I use to watched  it and wondered  away but my mind went blank I didn't know what to think of it. Many times son has told me electricity will never run out I guess his right  because don't we call God the light?     

For a long time i been asking God one person God just one person sent me one person who will listen and will help me with all the problems you been  giving me because you know the more I know the deeper I go.  I know the USA is not why there is so much  people at the  Mexico border  but .Today I was listening to the president of Honduras how he is blaming the US for the suffering of his people who he doesn't want to take responsibility of because he knows here we have people going at each other as if this is our problem when its not . This is like a father who goes and drops his children at someone else  doors because his lazy and greedy and still wants money for doing just that dropping his  problem on someone else  

later i will tell you what is our problems     

2/24/2020

2/24/2020   Not in any other poor country but here  in the USA I have slept on the  floor. I seen others sleep on the floor and  i have seen people  live on dirt floor homes .  Others  and I have drank very cold  salty water from a wall here in ND. We have a picture of my mother two sisters on a hot field that remind us of the movie Roots.  My mother told me once she had to drink water from a ditch while she was  helping my father fished a filed both had to work we were too poor in a country so called rich. Now Michael Moore is new to me i just found out his made other films and i will write what he didn't mentioned on his documents and where i find wrongs. 

2/22/2020 Now when my daughter was in collage she  didn't qualified for migrant funds but a Mexican girl she was consider  a migrant. She was from Mexico  her father was a lawyer in Mexico did  qualified to get USA  federal funds how nice . Now my daughters grandparents on both sides and parents and even  her and her brother came to North Dakota  Minnesota  and other  states to work hard on the hot sometimes rainy days in the fields with no health care no money given to us from a Christian church and government .  We are  part of what  the economy is now  but we remained poor.   Her father and paternal grandfather and uncles cousins  on both sides were in the military just like many Natives from yesterday and today. We were born here but still we only see and hear how  worried  the  USA government  leaders are concerned  about how other countries treat their people and all I hear is The immigrants The immigrants  The refugees The refugees the children being dropped   at the borders.  We must do something to help them meanwhile  I see the American  refugees who  are coming from USA reservation  soil because there is a lot of poverty where the USA government pushed them to live and now they are worried  about the climate chancing which is happening. Oh and I hear people who  now live here  coming and going to  other counties on boats and airplanes  to marry  and party while I can not even afford to get a bus ticket to TX.
Yes big bother always said the USA was not  a rich country but he was wrong the government just kept us poor.  Back in the 60s 70s 80 I used to think where are the natives and sometimes i used to think where are the white people will later I figured it out  the white people were  on vacations and the Natives were on Reservations where nobody could see them  and  living on poverty just like us in TX.  Politicians get out of your comfort zone and start looking beyond you.now there is a problem at the border and it has to be s

Now many words  translated I do not agree with . Yesterday I was talking with Angie and her friend Teresa both from Crystal City. Today I was looking how to spell the word Pito in English and it gave me  Whistle. I was looking for the word instrument because for us Pito = Instrument .Yesterday I couldn't remember the name of the  instrument my three grandsons play which is the same my son played for a while but I couldn't afford one so he had to dropped band  anyway Angie  said Pito. Now  Instrument. When we were in Colorado and I  listened to  Oral Roberts he used to say God uses us as  instruments today I looked it up  on  internet,  fit to be used  2 Tim 2:20-22 but I haven't read it on the Bible. Now  if God is using me there is no thrill excitement about it  its more like fear and confusion  because there is nobody else going through it but me and I have to  tolerated  a lot of discriminating harassment racists everywhere I go.


now Oral Roberts and Billy Graham at first used to                          

2/19/2020

2/19/2020 This is my  short cut to my grandsons APT or to 25 street south I drive by 17 ave and 17 street this I must because of  South High School on 17 street . Now  last Friday I went to see my third grandson play basketball at Discovery Middle School at 1717 40 Ave south.    about Kamala Harris I am so glad shes out she cant stop laughing and I can't relate to her she comes fro rich parents who just got here in the 60s from India and Jamaica.

2/18/2020

2/18/2020 for president I will vote for the one whose top priority is the USA.  later more on this. Now almost everyday i drive by  17 ave and 17 street and I have to make a  left turn       

2/16/2020

 2/16/2020This is what repeats and long time ago i didn't see it coming because i been too busy is President Andrew  Jackson $20 dollar bill but then I had  also  forgot  the year 2020 was coming up. when back in November 2017 Trump called Elizabeth Warren Pocahontas later I will write about this suffering woman in her won land but at the time I didn't know who was Elizabeth but if I did I would had told her lucky you, you don't look a bit like ancestors of the Trail Of Tears of the Cherokees so you will  not be  bullied harassed  paid very little facing you to look for another  job because where you are its toxic to work in and more don't have the time now but  why would you put in you were America Native to get some cash from the government? Now for Trump if I would have been there I would had told him right now you removed the picture of Andrew Jackson from this wall or I will leave! who was Andrew Jackson 

One summer  day at a  sugar  field  I looked back behind  saw my father put a brown bag on his mouth very hard for me to renumber what my poor parents went through very sick and still had to finished his row. Now  

2/12/2020 yesterday was my oldest grandson's birthday now long time ago he asked me whenever you see a book by Stephen king buy it for me will I got him Black House he didn't have this book and i am glad because I was just guessing

2/11/2020 I just can't keep up one thing leads to another today I had an appointment at Sanford on Broadway as i was waiting to be called I am watching The View  Amy K   MN senator  questioned   about prisoners in MN.  The word Kitchen somehow been in my  mind and i seen it more then once in referent  places.  The nurse  who calls me in  her name is Amy and  as i am walking  out i see the Sanford flag and the Life flag this also repeats with what I had seen and will see   

2/9/2020 Tonight The Envelope ,please or May I have the Envelope, please.    

2/8/2020

2/8/2020 I don't remember which movie I checked out first Nowhere Boy or What Happened, Miss Simone but this song  repeats "I put a spell on you." Now both stories are very sad one is about a  black  poor woman growing poor then falling in love with a lighter black man who stops working  to work her off so she becomes his slave has to work be a mother and get bitten no winder she didn't feel free but what  a great voice and what a great piano    

2/6/2020

Today 2/6/2020 I don't know what I am doing anymore I don't know if I should just stay on one post like  I  used to. I don't know how its looking and I can't keep up  too much to cover. the other way  I just wrote date and continue but I was told this way is better because  the other way I was  getting the readers confused but I  think this is more confusing .

I think it was back in 2014 I was cleaning  Discovery Benefits building and from windows  facing south I could see the Pepsi building I knew there was something about it but the only thing I could remembered was when my mother used to say she didn't like Pepsi soda.  She would say it tasted like  a Chinche at that time I didn't know what was a Chinche so I never asked her why she said that but  when I moved here to North Dakota I finally found out what a Chinche is they're Bed Bug !!  In TX we never had a problem with those kind insect so I really don't know what mother was talking about but I knew the word Pepsi would come up again and again and  Pepsi  it has come up again and again. The movie  about Stave Jobs  who was john Scully ex CEO and now the NFL Football Game. 

Now in TX because of hot weather we do have big problems with Cockroaches and some fly. Colorado also had cockroaches but  never saw them  fly . The last night  we were there a neighbor  and I were talking about it  she was from TX too she had just moved in we were moving out going back to TX. She and I were talking laughing about those  little creatures when her son came in wanted to give me a white rosary necklace  I told  him I didn't need one but he kept insisting his mother told me he ate  red bloody raw meat.

Now  about Steve Wozniak  was  the  foundation and so were the others Stave was the  advance and presentation.     

2/5/2020

2/5/2020
What repeats?
2 Corinthians 4:4  = Satan, who is the god of this world,has blinded the minds of those

2/4/2020 I kept away because i been busy but months ago I checked out the movie Fracture which took me to the movie  The Number 23. I never knew  Jim Carry did drama movies.