2/22/2020 Now when my daughter was in collage she  didn't qualified for migrant funds but a Mexican girl she was consider  a migrant. She was from Mexico  her father was a lawyer in Mexico did  qualified to get USA  federal funds how nice . Now my daughters grandparents on both sides and parents and even  her and her brother came to North Dakota  Minnesota  and other  states to work hard on the hot sometimes rainy days in the fields with no health care no money given to us from a Christian church and government .  We are  part of what  the economy is now  but we remained poor.   Her father and paternal grandfather and uncles cousins  on both sides were in the military just like many Natives from yesterday and today. We were born here but still we only see and hear how  worried  the  USA government  leaders are concerned  about how other countries treat their people and all I hear is The immigrants The immigrants  The refugees The refugees the children being dropped   at the borders.  We must do something to help them meanwhile  I see the American  refugees who  are coming from USA reservation  soil because there is a lot of poverty where the USA government pushed them to live and now they are worried  about the climate chancing which is happening. Oh and I hear people who  now live here  coming and going to  other counties on boats and airplanes  to marry  and party while I can not even afford to get a bus ticket to TX.
Yes big bother always said the USA was not  a rich country but he was wrong the government just kept us poor.  Back in the 60s 70s 80 I used to think where are the natives and sometimes i used to think where are the white people will later I figured it out  the white people were  on vacations and the Natives were on Reservations where nobody could see them  and  living on poverty just like us in TX.  Politicians get out of your comfort zone and start looking beyond you.now there is a problem at the border and it has to be s

Now many words  translated I do not agree with . Yesterday I was talking with Angie and her friend Teresa both from Crystal City. Today I was looking how to spell the word Pito in English and it gave me  Whistle. I was looking for the word instrument because for us Pito = Instrument .Yesterday I couldn't remember the name of the  instrument my three grandsons play which is the same my son played for a while but I couldn't afford one so he had to dropped band  anyway Angie  said Pito. Now  Instrument. When we were in Colorado and I  listened to  Oral Roberts he used to say God uses us as  instruments today I looked it up  on  internet,  fit to be used  2 Tim 2:20-22 but I haven't read it on the Bible. Now  if God is using me there is no thrill excitement about it  its more like fear and confusion  because there is nobody else going through it but me and I have to  tolerated  a lot of discriminating harassment racists everywhere I go.


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