1/30/2018

If only  God would  had made me a man I wouldn't be this lonely. I  would  try  and try again until I got what i wanted. I wouldn't  be so needy but no  He made me a woman in a men's world where men are the Strongest  and the hunters  are given more respect. When i knew this wasn't going  away I asked Him to help me think  more like a man but like many other things i have asked Him  this one too He said No. Now I am tired you would be too if you were me. I hear songs you that say  take my carrier take my family take everything. Peter said to Jesus i will go to jail for you I will die for you. Jesus said to Peter, Peter Peter  you don't know what you are saying.  Peter didn't  know what he was saying.