9/27/2018

September 27, 2018  Now what Affirmative Action was  for White class women  then now Me Too movement is for  white women today. Now  I do believe what Dr Ford is saying what i don't believed is how can she forget some details about how it all went down? Drinking at the age of 15!? I saw and heard big  brother coming home drunk giving my parents problems something i didn't wanted to become  . I saw others son's his mother would called him the drunken son of the Year that was Mrs Flores son was Hector. Drinking Beer Drinking    Coffee smoking cigarettes back then  for me was for  old people. Now Shes a Doctor and he wants a chair in the Supreme  Court!? Only people with money can do such things and get away with it!! My daughter is 12 years younger then   Ford  I am 12 years older then Ford.             

9/26/2018

September 26,2018 Yes Crazy Satan killer  Brook You were jealous of beautiful Savanna but you had no reason because Savanna i know would have never looked at your child beating now murdered  man!!  She was young and beautiful  ashamed you are Not !! 

September 22, 2018 A lot to write but no time.     

9/20/2018 i am a slow learner or just to much to remember but  today  i remembered  I could go back to the previous post and keep writing so today I  went back to Post 9/ 19/2018 and wrote more about Sylvia and I going to Eagle Pass  to visit the Balboa girls back in the 79s . Now I am lonely and i am alone not one person other than me is experiencing what i am going through. Sometimes i wish someone else was but this is a hard one no clergy or Muhammad and Islam believer would want to  be me. Now later i will go into hygiene  heavy  cosmetics on face what  it meant when i was growing up  as a   Chicana with Chicano brothers around .
Now i don't know what to call myself i used to say i was Mexican American but on radio  i hear  illegals are Mexican American and they are the  migrants. I  thought coming up north to pick tomatoes cucumbers cherries hoe sugar beets to make sugar for people like Trump's family were the migrants i didn't know i had to leave my country to be a migrant!!?? ## 005%. Now about Puerto Rico for some not being 100% USA citizens to me they are because anyone who joyfully joins the military is worthy of being called a U. S. American.   Now About Beto whose was what big brother said we were to call my son because there were too many Luis-is.  Beto  who is running you are too much to the left!!!   

9/19/2018

September 19, 2018 Now i don't remember how or when  in Idaho  Sylvia Davila  and I  met the Balboa family from Eagle Pass , TX who is cousin to the man who was with Sylvia's only full  brother who talked me into going to East Grand Forks the night i was set up but there were two sisters and one day back in the 70s  Sylvia and I went to visited them in Eagle Pass. Now almost everything i write i had in mind for a long time but the story of repeats grows more and more as time goes by. Now  as i read about Steven Gregory Stayer the molester gave him a dog who was named Queenie.  Maricela Balboa i knew by her name
but her little sister i only knew by her nickname  she was called  Queenie.  September 20, 2018    I just renumber I was told I  can go back to post and keep writing! Now back then in the 70s  i didn't know the Crystal City Balboa man who was with Sylvia's brother and reason  I don't remember how   we met Maricela and her little sister Queenie is that we might have met them in Idaho or in Eagle Pass when we took off from there because when migrating to Idaho don't remember if first time or later we stopped at a an office  to picked  up money  for gas food from government or other source  don't know but it was  for transporting to Idaho. Now the day Sylvia invited me to go visited these sisters we stayed over night and we went to the side to a  dance but before that we went to picked up some friends the Balboa's sister knew that's when my drama started . We were in  Piedras  Negras in the home of Balboa's when i told them i wanted to go back to TX i wanted to go back home because it was too poor and i began crying. Nowadays  when  I think about that I  laughed but then  it was  not funny at that time it was real I got a Poor Panic  Attack i just didn't know what it was  I just knew i had to go home i wasn't feeling well . The house we were in was too poor more poor than  ours in Crystal City more poor  than i had ever seen in my entire  life. So i was crying  the poor girls all had to convince me it was OK. Sylvia had lived in Mexico some time in her childhood she went to school there for a short time she  knew how to read in Spanish for me it was the first time going deeper  in  to Mexico i only knew around the shopping  Prian area.   Well i did feel better after a while and we all went  to a dance way out  there somewhere? where  i saw a lot of poor  people but  they were happy  listening  to music dancing and having a real good time and  boys asked me out to dance and i did dance.  When the dance was over i saw buses carrying people  back to their poor villages. The buses were full with people and they  waved their hands good bye out the opened windows to the people on the ground  who  had stayed behind.   Now listen to this back in 2005 when I met Troy he asked me if i wanted to go  to El Roco Lounge  in Grand Forks where i saw the same thing but these were students getting off a yellow school  bus going inside El Roco and I  remembered  Piedras Negras kids and the kids in the yellow school  bus working in the Casselton  summer fields.    
             

8/17/2018

9/17/2018 daughter checked out movies one of them we watched this past Saturday morning was the sad story about little 7 year old boy named  Gregory Stayner. We didn't know he had died September 16, 1989 though i had watched this movie before on TV now it has a different meaning children don't have a voice.      

9/13/2018

Now remember about this address that  for some reason got my attention ? The address here in Fargo, ND is  1551 32nd  street south where you meet with  13 Ave south? Well i needed at least one report from Greeley /Weld Criminal Justice Records and their address is 1551 N 17 Avenue Greeley, Co. Now do you see how 1551 repeats? Not only that at the time of this  report in 4/ 3  / 85  at 1:30 am  i was 28  Raul was 33 years old. Middle school  Superman  educator  once had told me he had lived with his first wife on that same apartment years before he had  met me. I had an older good neighbor  next door  he was also from TX his daughter was also in beauty school  was the one who had a very Mexican sounding  name she didn't like so she asked  to be called Dee. Days went by  then I threw  away all his belonging clothing shoes  working tools  everything i threw them  in  a dumpster.   The old man couldn't believed what  i had done  he felt sorry for Raul but not for me.  Weeks went by one early  morning i was getting ready for school when social services  investigator went by wanted to find evidence Raul had been there. I told  him go  look for him at Island Grove Apartments but before you go check the refrigerator see if there's  any food. Social Services apologized to me but Raul had done enough wrongs  that months after i finished  beauty school we moved back to TX.                

September 13, 2018

September 13, 2018 I was so mad as to what daughter had told me about the pictures of refuges here in Fargo ND  downtown public  library . Today September 13, 2018  i came in and with my own two eyes saw what got her and now got me very mad! A picture of a man in a USA Army  military uniform from Puerto Rico is among the pictures of refugees from other counties  what in insult! i have spoke with many new newcomers  and they say  they will not join the USA  Military that they want to become  doctors and such. who doesn't but for people like me even to get a good  education is hard later more to come. Puerto Rico is USA but not treated like one!! Emilio Oyola  if i were you i would demand  not asked  to get my picture down !!      

September 10, 2018

 September 10, 2018 Now Eva Braun when she killed herself was 33 years of age Hitler was 56.

September 10, 2018

 September 10, 2018  Now the day Burt Reynolds died September 6, 2018  Born February 11, 1936 Johnny Carson Antenna tribute to Burt  had me laughing and remembering some stuff but what repeats ? A LOT!! In 2/12/82  Burt had just turned 46 then i remembered i am laughing at died people talking about people who  are still alive like Dolly Parton when Burt said her breast had a Zip Code of their own. They also  mentioned Richard  Simmons  I remember him  from back then in General Hospital .  There is much more but no time      

9/4/2018

 September 4, 2018 The movie American History X back then I didn't have the time to really sit down to watched and listen  so i just show parts of the movie but what a way to get attention at the basketball  court.