9/20/2018 i am a slow learner or just to much to remember but  today  i remembered  I could go back to the previous post and keep writing so today I  went back to Post 9/ 19/2018 and wrote more about Sylvia and I going to Eagle Pass  to visit the Balboa girls back in the 79s . Now I am lonely and i am alone not one person other than me is experiencing what i am going through. Sometimes i wish someone else was but this is a hard one no clergy or Muhammad and Islam believer would want to  be me. Now later i will go into hygiene  heavy  cosmetics on face what  it meant when i was growing up  as a   Chicana with Chicano brothers around .
Now i don't know what to call myself i used to say i was Mexican American but on radio  i hear  illegals are Mexican American and they are the  migrants. I  thought coming up north to pick tomatoes cucumbers cherries hoe sugar beets to make sugar for people like Trump's family were the migrants i didn't know i had to leave my country to be a migrant!!?? ## 005%. Now about Puerto Rico for some not being 100% USA citizens to me they are because anyone who joyfully joins the military is worthy of being called a U. S. American.   Now About Beto whose was what big brother said we were to call my son because there were too many Luis-is.  Beto  who is running you are too much to the left!!!