9/19/2018

September 19, 2018 Now i don't remember how or when  in Idaho  Sylvia Davila  and I  met the Balboa family from Eagle Pass , TX who is cousin to the man who was with Sylvia's only full  brother who talked me into going to East Grand Forks the night i was set up but there were two sisters and one day back in the 70s  Sylvia and I went to visited them in Eagle Pass. Now almost everything i write i had in mind for a long time but the story of repeats grows more and more as time goes by. Now  as i read about Steven Gregory Stayer the molester gave him a dog who was named Queenie.  Maricela Balboa i knew by her name
but her little sister i only knew by her nickname  she was called  Queenie.  September 20, 2018    I just renumber I was told I  can go back to post and keep writing! Now back then in the 70s  i didn't know the Crystal City Balboa man who was with Sylvia's brother and reason  I don't remember how   we met Maricela and her little sister Queenie is that we might have met them in Idaho or in Eagle Pass when we took off from there because when migrating to Idaho don't remember if first time or later we stopped at a an office  to picked  up money  for gas food from government or other source  don't know but it was  for transporting to Idaho. Now the day Sylvia invited me to go visited these sisters we stayed over night and we went to the side to a  dance but before that we went to picked up some friends the Balboa's sister knew that's when my drama started . We were in  Piedras  Negras in the home of Balboa's when i told them i wanted to go back to TX i wanted to go back home because it was too poor and i began crying. Nowadays  when  I think about that I  laughed but then  it was  not funny at that time it was real I got a Poor Panic  Attack i just didn't know what it was  I just knew i had to go home i wasn't feeling well . The house we were in was too poor more poor than  ours in Crystal City more poor  than i had ever seen in my entire  life. So i was crying  the poor girls all had to convince me it was OK. Sylvia had lived in Mexico some time in her childhood she went to school there for a short time she  knew how to read in Spanish for me it was the first time going deeper  in  to Mexico i only knew around the shopping  Prian area.   Well i did feel better after a while and we all went  to a dance way out  there somewhere? where  i saw a lot of poor  people but  they were happy  listening  to music dancing and having a real good time and  boys asked me out to dance and i did dance.  When the dance was over i saw buses carrying people  back to their poor villages. The buses were full with people and they  waved their hands good bye out the opened windows to the people on the ground  who  had stayed behind.   Now listen to this back in 2005 when I met Troy he asked me if i wanted to go  to El Roco Lounge  in Grand Forks where i saw the same thing but these were students getting off a yellow school  bus going inside El Roco and I  remembered  Piedras Negras kids and the kids in the yellow school  bus working in the Casselton  summer fields.